Monday, May 31, 2010

The Perfect Sunday

When I woke to the pitter-patter of rain on Saturday morning, I was crushed.  I thought our weekend was ruined, fearing we were destined to waste another two days vegetating on the couch.  This was not how I had imagined spending my weekend!  Luckily, the dreary weather passed, allowing us to get out and experience the city.  Saturday night was our big night out, as detailed in yesterday’s entry.
 
Sunday morning was a stark, yet whole-heartedly welcome, contrast to the previous day.  Yippee!  We brushed the sleep out of our eyes to find the sun brilliantly shining; the nearly perfect weather demanding we venture outdoors to sightsee.  I didn’t really need much encouragement; I had been dying to check out Brisbane with Mouse as my partner-in-crime.  I had ventured out on solo expeditions when he was in the hospital, but I wanted him to join me.  It was important he see the city with me.  After all, this is supposed to be our Australian adventure. 

We caught the ferry at New Farm Park and jetted down-river to South Bank.  We walked along the parklands, made a brief stop in the Museum of Modern Art, and hit the open-air market.  At the risk of sounding trite, it really was the perfect Sunday afternoon.  It’s nice to have my Mouse back and start living life again. 

I know this was merely (and quite literally) a walk in the park.  I know we have a long way to go before we’re mountain climbing again, but it’s a step in the right direction.  It felt good to get out, to shed our recently sedentary ways, to feel the sunshine on our faces.  It all filled me with the sense that we are finally able to participate in life again, that the waiting is finally over.  So, I guess, this weekend was about more than sightseeing; it another step in the road to taking our life back.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Big Night Out

Saturday ended up being a cold, rainy day, effectively quashing our aspirations to explore the city.  Disappointed and defeated, we spent another afternoon cooped up in our apartment, lamenting our bad luck.  It had been beautiful all week.  Why did it have to rain on one of the few days I have off?  We probably could have figured out an entertaining indoor activity, but I was simply too exhausted to put much effort into our plans for the day.  So, we lazed around, watched TV, and did absolutely nothing worth writing about.

Our vegetative state was only temporary, though.  We weren’t going to let the weather totally shut us in.  Tired of lying low, we were on a mission to have fun.  With Mouse officially crutch free, it was time for a night out.  So, we dusted off our dancing shoes and made our way to Fortitude Valley, a Mecca for Brisbane partygoers.

It was just what we needed.  We dined at a hole-in-the-wall Vietnamese restaurant we stumbled upon by pure luck. We had drinks at a patio bar on the Brunswick Street Mall.  We danced, first at The Bank, then at The Elephant and Wheelbarrow.  It was good to be out, to cut loose.  It was nice to see Mouse dancing, even though he was hobbling a little.  We felt like our old selves again.  Mission accomplished.

And when we woke up this morning, the sun was brilliantly shining, beckoning us to get out and explore.  We did just that.  More to follow…

Friday, May 28, 2010

TGIF

This morning was rough. Tuesday had marked the beginning of my downward spiral, so I was near rock bottom by the time the alarm went off. I was beyond exhausted. I silenced the offending alarm, wondering how I was going to make it through the day. I really couldn’t come up with a good plan. It doesn’t matter I’m only pulling 8-hour shifts right now; they are still physically and mentally demanding. Six straight shifts had taken their toll on me; a seventh promised pure torture. My shoulders and arms ached. My back was stiff. My brain had turned to mush. I really didn’t know if I could take another day of confused, aggressive patients. Not leaving the hospital until 10pm last night didn’t help, either. I was still dreaming (rather, nightmaring) about yesterday’s shift when I was jolted awake. Now, at 6am, I was rolling out of bed to do it all over again. I might as well have slept on the ward. It didn’t feel like I had gotten any sort of break.
But I can’t really feel sorry for myself. This is nursing. Shift work and patient care are bound to take a toll on one’s entire being. That’s just how it is. I doubt any experienced nurse would disagree.
I should feel sorry for Mouse, though. Poor guy - he’s stuck bearing the brunt of my exhaustion. This morning, he got the cold shoulder for eating the last hard-boiled egg. (I really wanted that egg!) I know - I’m not much fun when I have my grumpy pants on. Living with me isn’t always easy; dealing with my odd work hours and exhaustion-driven mood swings are no picnic. I need to make it up to him. I finally have a couple of days off, so it’s time for us to have a little fun. Dinner and wine sound are a must. Maybe we’ll do some sightseeing, possibly take a river cat downtown to explore the city. Whatever we do, it will just be nice to have some down time together.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Warm & Toasty


Admittedly, I may be a little sheltered, possibly naïve. Or, maybe, it’s just that I’m incredibly American middle-class. Whatever the case, I had never seen anything like this until Mouse brought it home the other night. (In the event you’re as clueless as I was - it’s a portable radiator.) Apparently, these contraptions are the heating method of choice for most Brisbane households, as central heating is incredibly rare here. (My coworkers had never heard of such a thing, and wondered if we shovel coal into monstrous basement furnaces.) Anyway, we did our homework and found similar radiators for sale at all the major retailers. So, when we found this one at an auction, we decided to get it. It looks like this is what we will be using to heat our apartment this winter. I actually laughed when I first saw it. It looks so depression-era, like something I would see in A Christmas Story. As soon as Mouse rolled that thing into our apartment, I seriously had visions of Ralphie decoding his “Orphan Annie” ring in front of it. But, despite its funny looks, this little guy does the trick. We’re now warm and toasty sitting around the “tele” at night. So, bring on the cold, winter nights – we’re ready!
P.S. – Don’t feel too sorry for us, it’s not really not that cold here. We’re just becoming wimps!

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Shift Change

I’m exhausted. I just finished my fourth shift of seven straight and I’m running out of steam. I enjoy my job, but the past several days have been busy. My mind is going numb and my feet are beginning to swell. Every day is blending in to one another. And I still have three days to go! Ugh. Working eight-hour shifts, five days per week, is a significant adjustment. Sometimes, especially during long stretches like this, I feel as though I’m living at the hospital. Right now, I’m really missing the luxury of 12-hour shifts.
When interviewing for this position, I never thought to ask my would-be manager about the shift work. I assumed I would be working nights and 12-hour shifts, as this is the norm back home. But, this ward’s staffing policies are different. (And you know what they say about assumptions…) A few of my coworkers have scored 12-hour shifts, but most of us work 8-10 hour shifts: 7am-3:30pm, 1pm-9:30pm, and 9pm-7:30am. So, here I am, working 5 days a week, all hours of the day.
It’s not all bad, though. Seniority doesn’t dictate scheduling, so everyone rotates through earlies, lates, overnights, and weekends. Keeping track of the different start times can be a headache, but the variety is nice. Early shifts allow me to be home for dinner. Late shifts give me a chance to exercise in the morning. And working weekends isn’t so painful when I’m earning time and a half on Saturdays and time and three-quarters on Sundays.
So, despite my current state of exhaustion, things are going well with the new job. I’m still adjusting, but I’m feeling more settled. Now, if I can just get through the next few days…

Sunday, May 23, 2010

A Good Place to Be

I think, finally, we’ve begun to ease into our new life out here. We’re finding a comfortable pattern and are adjusting to the changes. In the beginning, it was difficult. There was a definite strain on our relationship. Moving to a new city can be tough enough, but being in a foreign country on the other side of the world only added to our stress. There were so many little things, unexpected frustrations we couldn’t have planned for. And, of course, the aftermath of Mouse’s accident simply compounded everything. None of it was easy. There were days when we didn’t like each other and angry words were exchanged. The tiniest cracks in the foundation of our relationship were magnified ten-fold. I had doubts and wondered if this was our biggest mistake yet. I questioned whether or not our relationship could withstand the stress. But, as time has passed, the stress has eased and the tension faded. We are settling into a comfortable pace. We are enjoying life again.
For me, returning to work was a big factor. Even though I liked the idea of being on an extended holiday, I need the structure and mental challenge a job (especially nursing) demands. I thought I would be jealous that Mouse wasn’t working. It doesn’t bother me, though. Instead, I’m happy knowing he will be around when I’m off. We cook dinner and drink wine. We’re addicted to Master Chef. We’ve become thoroughly domestic, but we’re enjoying it. More importantly, we are genuinely enjoying each other’s company again. We laugh. We tease. We’re simply at ease with our life. After all the struggles of the past couple months, it’s so good to have found this place.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

A Letter to Master Chef


Oh, Master Chef… I have come to rely upon you as a bastion of quality entertainment in the otherwise abysmal programming of Australian television. For one hour a night, you grant me reprieve from “footy” games* and reruns of Two and Half Men and The Big Bang Theory. I look forward to your drawn-out, melodramatic cooking challenges. Even though your contestants are only marginally talented, I appreciate how openly they display their emotions, readily crying crocodile tears for the your viewers and pleading their case to pompous judges. Although you pale in comparison to Top Chef, you are the best program available on Australian public television, and I am hooked.
So, Master Chef, you must know how greatly you disappointed me the other night when you chose “American Cuisine” as the theme of the cooking demonstration. The best your hosts could come up with was a menu of sticky ribs and Waldorf salad. Seriously?!?! Do you really think this is a proper representation of the American culinary genre? That would be like us throwing a “shrimp on the barbie” and calling it Australian cuisine. You have stereotyped and marginalized us with this menu. (And you didn’t even make the ribs properly!) American cuisine is so diverse; you could have done so much better. So, Master Chef, I ask that you treat American food with the same respect you would any other nationality’s cuisine. Do your research. Get a celebrity chef or two. But please don’t lead Aussies to believe that anyone still eats Waldorf salad!!!
*”Footy” refers to rugby union, rugby league, or Australian Rules Football, depending upon whom you ask. They are all a bunch of nonsense, if you ask me.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

House Lizard

I nearly jumped out of my skin last night when a gecko darted out from behind my refrigerator. He was only as big as my thumb, but I let out a shriek more appropriate for something five times his size. You would have thought I had seen a monster. (Or, at least, a very large spider.) Little buddy then proceeded to dart up and down our walls for the rest of the evening. We had no hopes of shooing him out; he’s just too quick. I couldn’t even snap a picture of him; he wouldn’t stay in one place long enough. Even though he’s mildly cute, I’m kind of creeped out, knowing he’s lurking somewhere in the shadows, just waiting to give me another fright. There isn’t much I can do, though. He will leave when he’s ready, probably when it warms up. Until then, it looks like we have ourselves a house lizard.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Baby Steps


Never in a million years would I have guessed seeing Mouse walk around the apartment could make me cheer. But, when he took his first crutch-less stroll around our living room yesterday, I did just that. It didn’t matter our apartment is small, or his steps were tentative and unsteady; it was cause for celebration. It’s ironic how drastically our lives have changed since that fateful day in Byron Bay. In February, I was pushing him to make it to the top of Mt. Taranaki. Now, I’m pushing him to walk two laps around the living room. It’s disturbing how one random wave completely rearranged our priorities. It won’t be like this forever, though. It could have been so much worse. Eventually, this accident and its aftermath will prove to be no more than a small speed bump in our lives; a story we repeat at dinner parties or family gatherings. This week, it’s a lap around our living room. Next week, he will be walking around the block. We will be back to our old, adventurous selves soon. We will be climbing mountains and swimming around the reef, barely remembering any of this. But, for now, we need to take it slow. For now, I’m just going to have to be satisfied with the small victories.

Culottes? Really?



Ok. I finally gave in. I did it. Ugh! Today, I broke down and wore a skirt to work. Even though it isn’t much different from the dress slacks or shorts I’ve been wearing, I felt odd, somehow exposed. Scrubs are my uniform of choice, my armor; without them, I feel off, like I’m only pretending to be a nurse. I know it’s silly. It’s just a piece of clothing. It doesn’t define who I am, what I do, or how competent I am. Besides, every other nurse working for Queensland Health wears the same uniform. Regardless, I still feel ridiculous, awkward. (And don’t even get me started on the culottes! I thought they stopped making those in the 1970s!) Eventually, I will get over this self-consciousness. I shudder to think of the day when this uniform becomes commonplace, but it will happen. When it does, I will just have to laugh at myself. (Because I’m sill going to look as silly as I do now!)

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Oven Wars

That’s it. I’m declaring war on my oven. I have no idea how I’m going to win. I don’t even have a strategy in mind. But I refuse to let that thing get the best of me. I have never had trouble baking in my life. I have been baking cakes and cookies with ease since I was a little kid. Now, I can’t even make the simplest of recipes. This convection oven is driving me insane! After my blondie debacle the other night, I did some research. I went online, looking up article after article on baking with convection ovens. I even read my operator’s manual. Armed with new knowledge, I was confident. I was certain I possessed all of the tricks and tips necessary for success. So, I tried my trusted recipe for banana bread. Surely, that wouldn’t fail. I was sadly mistaken. I just can’t seem to get it right. The oven just bakes weird. The heat is supposed to circulate, but it concentrates at the top, burning things before they can bake through. It’s maddening. All I can do is continue to play around with the settings and experiment with new techniques. Maybe cookies will be easier. I just hate getting excited about a recipe just to have it flop. I have to try something, though. This oven is not going to get the best of me.

Monday, May 17, 2010

Cold Winter Nights

Ironically, even though we had no need for our sleeping bags Saturday (when we were supposed to be camping), we seriously thought about using them last night, even though we were home. We couldn’t quite bring ourselves to do it, instead resorting to sleeping in our long underwear. (Yup – it was that cold.) The Brisbane winter has arrived and it’s becoming quite chilly at night. (By our standards, at least.) Truthfully, it isn’t really that cold, especially considering the winters I’ve braved in the past. According to locals, the mercury will occasionally dip to freezing, but it’s recently only hovered around 50°F. I know, I know - I’ve become a wimp. The problem is, our apartment doesn’t have any heat. We didn’t even notice until we had lived here for a couple of weeks. Central heat is a given back home, so I never thought to ask when apartment hunting. Apparently, central heat is a rare luxury here. It’s warm enough most of the year to deem it unnecessary. Heat would be nice right about now, though. Looks like we’re in the market for a space heater!

Sunday, May 16, 2010

You Can't Say We Didn't Try...

We tried to do something different this weekend, we really did. I’ve been feeling restless, cooped up, disappointed in the domesticity of our life out here thus far. And after working six shifts in a row, I needed some sort of get-away. It’s been eight weeks since Mouse’s surgery and I couldn’t take another weekend of couch surfing. So, we thought a brief camping trip was in order. After a little research, we chose Bribie Island, only 40km northeast of the city. Though much of the island is developed, it also has a good amount of protected, recreation area. We planned to 4-wheel it back to one of the remote campgrounds, build a fire, and hang out with the dingoes and kangaroos while we roasted our hotdogs and marshmallows. During the day, we could soak up the rays on the beach, possibly kayak, but mostly just enjoy some much-needed outdoor time. It promised to be an ideal mini-vacation. Too bad it never happened.
Sometimes, I could swear the world is conspiring against us. The 4-wheel drive trail proved impassable for our little Sportage; the sand track being too soft and deep. We tried, but our wannbe SUV immediately swung sideways, tires spinning. Mouse’s adept driving skills got us back to solid ground, but the campground was out of question. So, we tried for Plan B – the local caravan parks. Sadly, all were either full or just plain ghetto. Out of options, we went with Plan C, shelling out a maddening amount of money for a dingy hotel room. We reasoned it was worth the beach time. We settled in with the cable-less TV and our box wine (a camping staple), dreaming of sunny skies. We woke to heavy, grey clouds blanketing the skies. We felt like burrowing deeper into the blankets, not heading to the beach. We tried to ignore the weather, at least reading on the beach for a spell, but the goose bumps eventually won, driving us to the warmth of the car. So, now we’re back in the apartment, sitting in our usual spots on the couch. Mouse is reading a book. I’m typing away. So much for a fun and exciting weekend.

Friday, May 14, 2010

New Country, New Rules

Any nurse who has worked in various hospitals knows how greatly things can vary from one facility to the next. The first weeks of any new position are always a period of adjustment - a time to learn new protocols, paperwork, and policies. (Trying to find supplies is always fun, too.) So, of course I expected things to be different when I came here. Not only was I starting at a new hospital, I was essentially starting over. I was entering an entirely new healthcare system. But, as much as I anticipated differences, I expected there to be more similarities. After all, isn’t nursing is supposed to be universal?
To be fair, the basics are the same: general principles of patient care, the five rights of medication administration, etc… all of that stuff is universal. But I’m learning the actual nursing roles in here Australia vary greatly from what I was accustomed to in the United States. Nursing in the U.S. allowed me to be more autonomous. Here, I often feel like a nursing student again.
We double-check every IV, IM, or subcutaneous medication with another R.N. before administration, even saline flushes. All oral pain medications must be double-checked, too. (Oh – and there is no such thing as administering morphine IV. Apparently, that’s too dangerous. It must be given subcutaneous instead.) This double-checking may not seem like a big deal, but it can really slow you down, making your day much more difficult.
We’re not allowed to phlebotomize or start IVs, unless we’ve completed a special training course. (No matter I’ve been doing both since nursing school.) We are required to go through our charge nurse or another clinical nurse before paging a resident. We don’t even conduct head-to-toe assessments; we are neuro-specific nurses, so we focus on neurological exams. The physicians are responsible for the head-to-toe, as well as reviewing the labs. (Not knowing a patient’s electrolyte levels leaves me feeling quite panicky!)
After having much more responsibility and leeway in previous positions, I’m feeling slightly stifled. I’m afraid of losing my skills. I also worry I’m going to overstep my boundaries at any moment and do something outside my scope of practice. It’s a lot to learn. It’s difficult for me to let go of the level of control that I’m accustomed to possessing. Eventually, I will get the hang of it, though. I will get used to all of the rules and regulations that my American sensibilities deem silly. And when I return to the U.S., I will be able to tell my fellow nurses, “You will never believe how they do things in Australia…”

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Doubts

There are days when I wonder if coming here was a good decision. Was the adventure worth it? Should we have immediately flown home when Mouse was hurt? Nothing has gone as planned. This was supposed to be our great adventure. Unfortunately, in some ways, it has morphed into an incredible nightmare. We were going to travel and explore Australia on my days off from work. We had so many ideas and plans. Instead, we sit in our apartment, watching television or reading books; things we could be doing in the states, at half the expense. There are no camping trips or days at the beach; such excursions are not possible while he’s still on crutches. I’m not one for sitting around and am becoming restless, frustrated. I don’t know how to make it better. Our current situation is no one’s fault. We couldn’t have imagined or planned for any of this. But it’s disheartening, all the same. I thumb through my travel books, wanting for everything we are missing. I want to see koalas, wombats, and crocodiles. I want to go whale watching and dive the Great Barrier Reef. I try to remind myself this is temporary; he’s started physical therapy and we will be able to resume our travels soon. Besides, I try to reason, we need time to settle into our new life, to take in the new city. But some days I just don’t have the energy to be positive. Some days, I’m overcome with disappointment. I’m sure I will forget all of this negativity soon, when we’re back to our old ways, but just for today, I’m letting myself be sad.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

At Least I Have Starbucks...


Hospital Nursing Orientation - just hearing the words makes my eyes glaze over with boredom, as I nearly slip into a coma of indifference. Every hospital requires its nurses to attend these orientations, and every nurse knows how excruciatingly boring the mandatory training sessions can be. Regrettably, after two weeks with my new employer, I could no longer escape the inevitable; this is my week for orientation. So, I arrived at the education room this morning, armed with a venti Starbucks and gummi bears (both necessary to ward off embarrassing sleep nods), ready for three days of pure monotony.

As predicted, the first day was fairly awful. Sugar and caffeine can only do so much to stimulate me. We sat in a small, stuffy room, inundated with a litany of Power Point slides, handouts, and pointless quizzes. My brain began to numb by nine. My bum followed suit around noon. My only saving grace was the amusement I derived listening to everyone’s accents. Despite living here for a couple of months, the Aussie accent has not ceased to entertain. Oh – and I was also able to occupy myself deciphering more slang. I seriously spent a good amount of brainpower translating their phrases into my English. Get the trolley. (Translation: Get the gurney, the ACLS cart, the intubation equipment, etc. Anything on wheels is a trolley.) Prepare the mini-jets. (Translation: Prepare the pre-filled syringes. Huh?!?) Does anyone want a cuppa? (Translation: Would anyone like a cup of tea or a cup of coffee?). If I didn’t find it all so funny, I might be a bit frustrated. But, for the next few days, I have countless orientation hours to kill, so I might as well sit back and let them make me laugh.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Quiet Time

Right now, I’m enjoying a few moments of silence. No TV, no iPod, and no one around to distract me. Mouse is out, playing in a poker tournament, leaving me to myself for a few hours. Solitude is a rarity these days, so I’m making the most of it. I’m writing this blurb with a glass of red wine in hand, doing my best to unwind from another day at the hospital. I only have to cook for myself tonight, so tofu and red peppers (two items he will never eat) are on the menu. Silly indulgences, I guess, but they make me happy. Mostly, though, I’m just trying to let the lack of outside stimulation sink in, sitting on our comfy couch in quiet bliss. I will have to mobilize soon and get on with my evening, but for a few moments, I can just be. This is exactly how I needed to end my day.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Farmer's Market


This morning we made our way to the New Farm Farmer’s Market, a bi-weekly event held in our local park along the river. I love everything about Farmer’s Markets. I love the hustle and bustle. I love being able to shop outdoors. And I love that they provide an excellent barometer of a neighborhood’s personality. I really cannot think of a better way to kick-start our weekend. Naturally, caffeine is my top priority this time of day, so I make a beeline for the coffee stand as soon we arrive. Next, I nab a deliciously moist apple crumble muffin from a local baker. With a strong long black (aka Americano) and sustenance in hand, I’m ready to meander through the stalls and explore. There are so many sights, sounds, and smells to take in. The butcher calls out above the chatter of the crowd, announcing the high quality of his beef and lamb. Someone else hands out samples of passion fruit and golden kiwi from their fruit stand. The aromas of German Bratwursts and Chinese Dim-Sim waft through the air, making my stomach growl. (And I don’t even like bratwurst! Although, it was a temptation Mouse couldn’t resist.) All of this is such a refreshing change from the sterile, artificially lit grocery store. The entire scene is an assault on my senses, but in a good way. Being there brings out the foodie in me, inspires me to cook, makes me feel creative. The heirloom tomatoes, fresh asparagus, and handmade buffalo mozzarella all call out to me. We contemplate our meal options for the weekend as we make our way through the market, picking out fresh produce as we go. We decide tonight’s dinner will be from Tasmania – fresh salmon for me and Back Angus for Mouse. With our bag full and our grocery funds depleted, we head back home, ready to enjoy the remainder of this lazy Saturday.

Friday, May 7, 2010

My Badge of DIS-honor

Why, oh why do I always take such horrible ID photos? I swear I must be cursed! It doesn’t help that I had no idea I would be posing for my badge photo on Wednesday. If I had known, I would have taken a little extra time getting ready, put on some make-up, maybe even done my hair nicely. Instead, I was caught by surprise, with no effort put into my appearance that day. The result is embarrassing. No one expects an ID photo to look fabulous, but this is ridiculous. Now I’m stuck wearing a badge touting an incredibly plain and washed-out likeness of myself. It’s awful. I hope I don’t really look that bad on a daily basis! Every time I look at it, I cringe. My self-esteem takes a hit. I understand this is a silly thing to fret over. I realize very few people will even notice said photo. I can even see that I’m being fairly vain and petty, but I cannot help myself. I really hate it! My only hope is that I can concoct a creative, yet seemingly accidental way to destroy my badge, making it necessary to procure a new badge with a more attractive photo. Hmmm… let the scheming begin! If anyone has any good ideas, please feel free to let me know.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Fracture Clinic

Today the alarm went off at such an unholy hour. It was 04:30am and we needed to be up and on our way to Tweed Heads Hospital for Mouse’s ankle examination. The sun wasn’t even peaking over the horizon when we began the drive. I loathe such early mornings. They simply hurt. But it’s fracture clinic day; a bi-weekly ritual since his release from the hospital. We rise before dawn, drive the hour and thirty minutes to the hospital, and stake our place in line. The clinic doesn’t actually open until 7:00am, but we must arrive early, otherwise chance being at the back of the line and waiting for several hours to be seen.

Orthopedic surgeons are in such high demand in Australia that they have multiple hospitals on their roster, visiting each one weekly. All of the orthopedic patients gather on that given day and wait their turn to see the physician. The line usually reaches the road by the time the clinic opens. Patients are seen and treated at an impressive pace. To an outsider, it seems to border on controlled chaos. This is one of the inconveniences of public health. Healthcare resources are limited, so patients forgo luxuries like scheduling appointments at their own convenience. We could have opted for private care and avoided this, since we have private insurance, but the best surgeons are at public facilities. So, we put up with the nuisance of early morning fracture clinics in exchange for quality care.

Mouse is six weeks post-op now and is healing quite well; we won’t need to return to the clinic for another month. He isn’t allowed to retire the crutches yet, but may begin bearing partial weight on that foot. Physical therapy will commence soon, too. It’s been a long process, but he is on the way to recovery. Now it’s time for me to catch a quick nap before going into work.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

That Day in Byron Bay


That day in Byron Bay started off like any other. We rose fairly early, thanks to the bush turkeys’ raucous cawing, which dashed any hopes we had of sleeping in. We had been backpacking our way up the eastern Australian coast for a little over a week at that point, and were grateful to have found a holiday park with hot showers and a community kitchen to prepare hot meals. We took advantage of the available appliances, toasted bagels (a luxury when you’re living out of a tent), and readied ourselves for another day of playing in the surf. The clouds overhead threatened rain, but we knew this would be a temporary inconvenience; it seemed to rain every morning, clearing shortly thereafter. We were right. By the time we finished breakfast, gathered our gear, and made our way to the beach, the sun was shining brilliantly. It promised to be another beautiful day. We were in heaven. This was exactly what we had hoped for when planning our trip to Australia. We strapped on our boogie boards and headed into the water. The waves were great – not too big or choppy. Soon, we were catching swells, whooping with laughter as we rushed to shore on our boards. It was the perfect day.

And then, in an instant, everything changed. It only took one random wave to completely alter the course of our trip, our lives. I didn’t even see it happen, though I wasn’t far from him. I didn’t know anything was wrong, until he popped his head out of the water and began screaming. His ankle was broken. At first, I rationalized it might only be a bad sprain; I refused to think the worst. But then I saw the panic in his eyes, heard the sheer agony in his screams, and I knew he was in trouble. Time stopped. My thoughts became very singular and concise. I had to get to him. I had to get him out of the water. I could only think about each task at hand: first each stroke needed to reach him, then getting him onto the board, then pulling him in. Luckily, some male bystanders were able to help carry him onto the beach. I tried my best to remain calm, to quell the panic rising in my throat. It was bad; the foot grotesquely hanging off his leg, totally dislocated. He was shivering violently from the pain. I feared shock. But the ambulance arrived quickly and did their best to provide pain relief. His wails diminished into groans; at least the morphine had begun to numb him, taking the edge off the pain.

It was a long ride north, to the nearest hospital that could treat such an injury. Going to the local hospital would have been futile; the emergency room wasn’t even staffed with a full-time physician. So we drove to Tweed Heads Hospital, forty-five minutes up the main motorway. There were three separate attempts to relocate and set his foot in the emergency room, each under conscious sedation so he doesn’t remember the pain, but I vividly recall his cries from behind the curtain. I felt so useless, just standing and waiting, hoping for the best. Finally, he went to the operating room, to be fully sedated and the foot set into place.

The rest, as they say, is history. The surgeon was able to temporarily set the foot that first day, but unable to insert the internal instrumentation necessary to permanently stabilize his ankle. So, he had to wait until his wounds healed enough to not present an infection risk. Later, they affixed an external cage to further help stabilize the joint while the wounds continued healing. He spent three weeks in the hospital, leaving me alone and scared. I had so much to do, and little idea of how to do it. In the end, though, it all worked out. I was able to secure an apartment in a nice neighborhood, which we’ve slowly been able to furnish. My work visa was approved. Our camping and hiking days have temporarily been put on hold, but his ankle is healing. The cast is off and he can begin rehab soon. This wasn’t an ideal way to begin our time in Australia, but we’re getting through it. And, if nothing else, it will provide an interesting story for years to come.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Labor Day Weekend


Since Mouse was released from the hospital, we’ve pretty much been homebodies, which has been slightly depressing. We’re not accustomed to staying in very often, and certainly did not move to Australia to sit on the couch and watch television. But his ankle has needed time to heal, and it’s been tough getting around on the crutches, so we have been doing just that. Yesterday, we couldn’t take it any longer; we couldn’t spend another night in. It’s Labor Day weekend out here, I have three days off work, and we needed to do something. Since his cast is off and his mobility improving, we decided to take our chances and head downtown to the Caxton Street Seafood and Wine Festival, which was packed with boisterous partygoers. It was somewhat tricky navigating through the sea of people, but he did really well. And, of course, he reveled in the opportunity to regale others with the tale of his surf injury. Oddly, we missed out on the seafood, but we did partake of the wine and other delicious street-food. We met some great locals, listened to Aussie hip-hop (hilarious!), and ended up having “heaps” of fun. Now that Mouse is on the mend, I hope life will be a bit more exciting and we have many more nights like these in our future.